and rolling.

i have some 1,700 deviations to check.

and i haven't been able to do so because of my damaged back and because of some hanging freelance projects and the biggest: my diploma project.

it just seems i'll never be able to finish on time.

can't wait for summer to just chill and surf round here. miss it.

gdbye.

I have a discal hernia due to too much sitting around designing among other futilites. It's been over a month of treatment but I'm getting better now. All you out there take care of your backs, you'll miss them when you can't use them to your ease anymore.

Obvioulsy, I can't sit for too long now, but I just thought I'd update this very dead page of mine.


We are the hunchbacks of our times.
See you around.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

i'm 22, and aging. bleh.

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And here's a thought:

The Media is an abstraction (because a newspaper is not concrete and only in an abstract sense can be considered an individual), which in association with the passionlessness and reflection of the times creates that abstract phantom, the public, which is the actual leveler. . . . More and more individuals will, because of their indolent bloodlessness, aspire to become nothing, in order to become the public, this abstract whole, which forms in this ridiculous manner: the public comes into existence because all its participants become third parties. This lazy mass, which understands nothing and does nothing, this public gallery seeks some distraction, and soon gives itself over to the idea that everything which someone does, or achieves, has been done to provide the public something to gossip about. . . . The public has a dog for its amusement. That dog is the Media. If there is someone better than the public, someone who distinguishes himself, the public sets the dog on him and all the amusement begins. This biting dog tears up his coat-tails, and takes all sort of vulgar liberties with his leg--until the public bores of it all and calls the dog off. That is how the public levels.

-Sّren Kierkegaard, The Present Age, 1846

01. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
Drove a car.

2. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope.

3.Did anyone close to you die?
Grandpa.

4.What countries did you visit?
None.


5.What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
More personal independence.

6.What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
1st of June: my bf traveled.
12th July: war started and messed a lot of things with it.

7.What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I can’t think of anything. Maybe signing up to a gym.

8.What was your biggest failure:
Failed in going higher on the self-esteem scale.

9. What was the best thing you bought?
I bought as in paid money for? Lotsa books after quite a dry period of reading. However I do Have a Macbook Pro now

10.Where did most of your money go?
Books, Christmas gifts, food.

11.What did you get really, really, really excited about?
My training and my exhibition that both were stopped by the war before they hardly began.

12.What song will always remind you of 2006:
Wawa. Ha! Sad sad.

13.Compared to this time last year, are you:
Happier or sadder? Sadder.
Older or wiser? Older.
Thinner or fatter? Thinner.
Richer or poorer? Richer.

14.What do you wish you'd done more of?
More actions. Less hesitation.

15.Did you fall in love in 2006?
Already was.

16.What was the best book you read?
Kundera’s La lenteur.

17.What was your greatest musical discovery?
Ziad Sahhab. Yann Tieresn.

18.What did you want and got?
Nothing.

19.What was your favorite film of this year?
Pirates of the carribean.

20.What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I actually can’t remember. I turned 21.

21.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
A driver’s license.

22.How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Swingy.

23.What kept you sane?
I was a bit too sane actually.

24.Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Hehe I got in a drooling-on-jack-sparrow frenzy.

25.Who did you miss?
My bf.

26.Who was the best new person you met?
No one. Met a few, but none so important.

27.A valuable life lesson you learned in 2006:
I don’t know, things just got more complicated in my head.

28.Best Video Game you played:
None.

29:Best Movie Not made in 2006:
Too numerous to count.




It really was rather a bad year for me.

Happy holidays to all of you.